Monday, April 20, 2009

dialog sama kak fynn..sangat terkesan

Aishah: kakak..kamu free?nak kacau dgn soalan

Fynn: silakan

Aishah: kakak tahu when to let go?
i love cinta disampahkan
skrg saya ada rasa pada satu orang
tak patut di rasa apa2
dia tunangan orang

Fynn: when to let go.

Aishah: n i can't find reason to leave

Fynn: a very2 good question
but i fear u wont like the answer

Aishah: it's ok

Fynn: the time to let go is WHEN you say it is the time to let go

Aishah: sometimes kita tahu jawapan..tapi nak org lain bg kepastian

Fynn: people can say / shout / ask / force you to let go
but if you are not ready, then you are not
but if you are not ready, then you are not

Aishah: that's a good one..

Fynn: what i did before was this: i just keep on crying

Aishah: tak ada org pernah cakap

Fynn: until i realize it's just stupid
i wait until im tired of more crying
by time, the tears will be less

Aishah: n u'll come sick of it?

Fynn: and i start holding my shoulders (betul2 ni tau), and say out loud, or at least to my own ears "ok. cukup untuk hari ini"
u learn to pujuk ur self.
at the end of the day, u are alone in this life
no real friends, no need to kacau the family
u are ur best teacher
teach urself

Aishah: tuhan marah tak kak?

Fynn: and after a while, when u realize u worth so much more than u sell urself for, u will laugh on this matter
marah pasal apa?

Aishah: meaning i have to follow what my heary says?

Fynn: semua yang mendatangkan keburukan akan dimarah tuhan

Aishah: marah atas rasa yg saya ada?

Fynn: its up to u to answer
who knows what the heart says?
for all we know, it could be the whispers of shaitan

Aishah: that's the problem

Fynn: kan?
do what u think u want to do

Aishah: how to listen to your damn heart

Fynn: but be responsible for it
if u wanna cry all the way, know what is coming on
if u wanna move on, know were ure going
how do i know
its ur heart

Aishah: emmm...

Fynn: u cant ask me how to listen to urs, can u?

Aishah: hati mana boleh cakap
rasa kat mana ada pun tak tahu
then i think i'll keep on crying every night

Fynn: then cry everynight

Aishah: penat tu akan sampai?

Fynn: i bet u 500 rm u wont cry everyday
u'll be darn tired
now, yes
u'll cry and annoy everyone next to u
but this phase shall pass
u'll realize all of this are bullshits.

Aishah: hehe 500..

Fynn: and u weigh more than 500 kg gold

Aishah: lebih it

Aishah: kadang2 boleh hilang nilai tinggi tu...macam kabur'

Fynn: ah
its all up to u

Aishah: hanya sebab degil

Fynn: cry more
later u;ll stop la

Aishah: the time to let go is WHEN you say it is the time to let go

Fynn: semua org degil, bila dtg personal opinion

Aishah: never think of it that way

Fynn: kalau tak degil, bosan

Aishah: betul

Fynn: yup

Aishah: ikut arus,cakap orang=takde life on my own
your answer...i'll try
sounds sensible enough

Fynn: :):)

Aishah: cry
sometimes for no reason

Fynn: my method: no forcing. follow the flow


Fynn is no longer online. The following was not sent:

tak perlu buat apa yg kamu rasa taknak buat.. (send as a message)
thanks kakak
you get me in touch with reality

Fynn: :):)
well im just being straight
others are trying to jaga hati u
or plain dont care

Aishah: very true

Fynn: u take care, love

Aishah: or berlagak pandai
u take care too

Fynn: cry. penat nanti, diam la.

Aishah: i do love you
keep on being strong as you are

Fynn: thank you sayang
im trying my best to be strong
im trying my best to be strong

Aishah: you are
menangis tanda kuat dan gagah
you're still you are

i love her poetry, i love to see her performing what she feels..and kak fynn, i love the way i can relate and connect to you even when we have never seen each other..hubungan dalam talian..kerana umat itu satu..dan rasa kita sama.

puisi cinta disampahkan
puisi perempuan curang

okey..aishah akan teruskan menangis lagi..sampai penat. sebab belum rasa mahu let go


hatinya tertinggal pesawat


It’s a habit of yours to walk slowly.
You hold a grudge for years.
With such heaviness, how can you be modest?
With such attachments, do you expect to arrive anywhere?

Be wide as the air to learn a secret.
Right now you’re equal portions clay
and water, thick mud.

Abraham learned how the sun and moon and the stars all set.
He said, No longer will I try to assign partners for God.

You are so weak. Give up to Grace.
The ocean takes care of each wave
till it gets to the shore.
You need more help than you know.
You’re trying to live your life in open scaffolding.
Say Bismillah, In the Name of God,
as the priest does with a knife when he offers an animal.

Bismillah your old self
to find your real name.

Maulana Jalaludin Rumi


By Gibran

For heaven's sake, my heart, keep secret your love,
and hide the secret from those you see
and you will have better fortune.

He who reveals secrets is considered fool;
silence and secrecy are much better for him
who falls in love.

For heaven's sake, my heart, if someone asks,
"What has happened?" do not answer.
If you are asked, 'Who is she?"
Say she is in love with another.
And pretend that it is of no consequence.

For heaven's sake, my love, conceal your passion;
your sickness is also your medicine because love
to the soul is as wine in a glass- what you
see is liquid, what is hidden is its spirit.

For heaven's sake, my heart, conceal your troubles;
then, should the seas roar and the skies fall,
you will be safe.


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