Wednesday, December 28, 2016

Begitu aneh sekali akal dan hati, nafsu dan memori.
Berkali kita tinggalkan, sering juga dikejar lagi.

Degup apa ini. Yang membuatku masih berjaga.
Sedang anak dan suami sudah lama lena.
Getar apa ini buat hatiku rawan, mengenang ngenang tak berkesudahan.

Sakit apa ini hingga ada lagi air mata.

Bukankah kalian sudah lama kutinggalkan di pantai.
Ditelan ombak dibuai taufan?

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Saya tahu blog ini sudah tidak dibaca orang. Mungkin ini cubaanku untuk meminta pertolongan.
I am stucked here dear god.
If you read this dan saya masih bernyawa, saya cuma punya senipis rambut dibelah 9, iman yang menghalang dari berbuat yang bukan-bukan.

Pernahkah kalian tertanya, kenapa hidup ini terlalu lama?  

30 freaking years next February and I am still here. Oh why Allah. Why? 


oh Aishah Nur Hakim at 2:07 AM

7 comments:

kinakona said...

Apakah maksud 30 freaking years next Feb and I'm still here? O.O

December 28, 2016 at 5:04 PM
ainumsolehah said...

masih bacaaaa

December 29, 2016 at 10:33 AM
Unknown said...

Saya juga masih membaca bila aishah menulis...

Masih ada untuk berbakti pada mereka... mudah2an..

December 30, 2016 at 9:48 AM
ayobkelubi said...


umurnya sudah meningkat dan masih lagi hidup kinakona.

anyway. glad you are back ecah.

still reading your blog.

January 1, 2017 at 1:46 PM
Aizuddin Jaafar said...

Zaman sekarang blog tak trendy dah. Anak-anak muda suka baca twitter. Orang-orang tua nak menulis blog dah tak ada masa.

February 13, 2017 at 5:05 PM
Abie Nazrullah Abdul Karim said...

masih lagi baca tulisan blog fevret saya dari zaman kolej ..

March 2, 2018 at 10:01 PM
Pengembara said...

mula nak menulis balik. Dalam membaca tulisan-tulisan lama, https://maherilham.blogspot.com/2012/03/bau.html terjumpa dengan link blog ini. Sengaja tinggalkan komen sebab saya adalah dari tahun 2024

January 31, 2024 at 9:37 PM

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perempuan

hatinya tertinggal pesawat

bismillah

It’s a habit of yours to walk slowly.
You hold a grudge for years.
With such heaviness, how can you be modest?
With such attachments, do you expect to arrive anywhere?

Be wide as the air to learn a secret.
Right now you’re equal portions clay
and water, thick mud.

Abraham learned how the sun and moon and the stars all set.
He said, No longer will I try to assign partners for God.

You are so weak. Give up to Grace.
The ocean takes care of each wave
till it gets to the shore.
You need more help than you know.
You’re trying to live your life in open scaffolding.
Say Bismillah, In the Name of God,
as the priest does with a knife when he offers an animal.

Bismillah your old self
to find your real name.


Maulana Jalaludin Rumi

FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE, MY HEART!

By Gibran

For heaven's sake, my heart, keep secret your love,
and hide the secret from those you see
and you will have better fortune.

He who reveals secrets is considered fool;
silence and secrecy are much better for him
who falls in love.

For heaven's sake, my heart, if someone asks,
"What has happened?" do not answer.
If you are asked, 'Who is she?"
Say she is in love with another.
And pretend that it is of no consequence.

For heaven's sake, my love, conceal your passion;
your sickness is also your medicine because love
to the soul is as wine in a glass- what you
see is liquid, what is hidden is its spirit.

For heaven's sake, my heart, conceal your troubles;
then, should the seas roar and the skies fall,
you will be safe.



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