Wednesday, December 28, 2011

t-su-na-me



ombak jahat!

setiap berdiri saya di pinggir lautNya
terbayang besarnya ombak yang meranapkan hidup saudara-saudara kita.

titis-titis air kecil
bila menyatu dan amuk menggila
bisa saja meranapkan segala harapan yang ada.

cikgu mengajar:
air punya memori yang kuat.
setiap air yang mahu saya minum
saya bisikkan kalimah cinta

air punya memori yang kuat

mungkinkah tsunami yang melanda
mengganas kerna setiap kata yang pernah kita lemparkan pada lautan luasNya?

jerit pekik perempuan yang ditinggalkan lelakinya
lolong anak yang minta dipulangkan ayahnya
bisik benci jiwa yang hampa

semua dilempar ke laut.
kasar.
dan si laut tidak mampu menahan.
geloranya tidak lagi mampu dikawal.

nah.
anak tak berdosa di seberang sana.
yang selama ini mesra sama pantai dan ombaknya.
ditelan gelombang tidak bermata

saya batalkan hasrat ke pantai.
tidak mahu menjadi perempuan yang terjerit sendirian:
dan suaraku menjadi punca
bencinya laut pada pantainya.

Ombak jahat!





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9 comments:

Para Jamaludin said...

hey..

she-G said...

ni kes patah seribu ke nape hati ni?

-hazen said...

tsunami tsunayu
tsunayu tsunami
perasaan memang begitu
ia datang dan pergi

CAHAYA MATA said...

baca ni..
dan terfikir..

betul juga ye...

ramai sngat yg melepaskan geram, benci, amarah dan caci maki kpd laut...nahh..!! laut pun membalasnya dgn cara yg tersendiri...

*pelajaran utk semua...






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Afida Anuar said...

oh...

ombak....be good..please....

As said...

Aaa copy paste ayat Kak Fida.

Ombak please la, please please. Ombak baik kan kan kan? *sambil sengih-sengih buat muka mintak simpati*

Heheh.

Oh Aisyah, kamu memang 'deep'. :)

fuad ansari said...

ombak itu baik kerana mengikut perintah penciptaNya.. (",)

manusia juga baik, jika mengikut perintah penciptaNya..

dan sebaliknya, jika manusia itu ingkar akan perintah penciptaNya..

andai ombak memakan manusia, ketahuilah bahawa telah sampai tempoh ajalnya.. (",)

Pencari ALLAH said...

Semua benda yang hidup mahupun yang kaku (kelihatan mati) mempunyai "spirit" yang tersendiri. MasyaALLAH, kuasa ALLAH kan. MAHA HEBAT.

Aishah Nur Hakim said...

eh.

maaf!
saya ingatkan saya dah reply komen
-_-"


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perempuan

bismillah

It’s a habit of yours to walk slowly.
You hold a grudge for years.
With such heaviness, how can you be modest?
With such attachments, do you expect to arrive anywhere?

Be wide as the air to learn a secret.
Right now you’re equal portions clay
and water, thick mud.

Abraham learned how the sun and moon and the stars all set.
He said, No longer will I try to assign partners for God.

You are so weak. Give up to Grace.
The ocean takes care of each wave
till it gets to the shore.
You need more help than you know.
You’re trying to live your life in open scaffolding.
Say Bismillah, In the Name of God,
as the priest does with a knife when he offers an animal.

Bismillah your old self
to find your real name.


Maulana Jalaludin Rumi

FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE, MY HEART!

By Gibran

For heaven's sake, my heart, keep secret your love,
and hide the secret from those you see
and you will have better fortune.

He who reveals secrets is considered fool;
silence and secrecy are much better for him
who falls in love.

For heaven's sake, my heart, if someone asks,
"What has happened?" do not answer.
If you are asked, 'Who is she?"
Say she is in love with another.
And pretend that it is of no consequence.

For heaven's sake, my love, conceal your passion;
your sickness is also your medicine because love
to the soul is as wine in a glass- what you
see is liquid, what is hidden is its spirit.

For heaven's sake, my heart, conceal your troubles;
then, should the seas roar and the skies fall,
you will be safe.



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